Not Yours Trilogy
BDSM, MfM, age gap, emotional
Not Yours to Keep
Book 1
When emotions tangle, aftercare fails, and consent blurs.
I know I’m not walking into a regular piano lesson when Markus sends me off with his best friend, Grigory Volkov. But I didn’t expect the world-renowned conductor to start disciplining me with his baton.
An hour later, I leave the lesson with welts on my arm and my head in a thick fog.
One lesson becomes two; two become three…
Lines become blurry and so do my emotions as Markus again and again lends me to Grigory. Soon, I find myself struggling to balance between the man I love, who taught me to submit, and the severe conductor who preys upon my every submissive instinct.
This is not a traditional BDSM romance. It delves into deep emotions and explores what happens when you play with extreme Dom/sub dynamics and things go wrong. It is not an easy read and not for everyone.
It contains dub-con scenes. Please don’t read if you’re uncomfortable with stark emotions, blurry lines, and gray morals.
Trigger warnings: Dub con, MfM, age gap, Dom/sub, various BDSM play, lack of aftercare, subdrops, feelings of abandonment, strong emotional turmoil, emotional roller coaster, discipline & spankings (also in piano lessons), sadism/masochism, abuse of power
“When I say I devoured this…. I mean DEVOURED.”
– Kaitlyn, Amazon review
“This book had the grace and finesse and feel of a beautifully composed ballet performance.”
– Bookish_Mom, Amazon review
“The writing was so real and raw.”
– Frida, Goodreads review
“I felt Clara’s emotions seep into my pores and choke me.”
— Tyla, Goodreads review
“This is an emotional journey that will have you gasping for air.”
— Elizabeth, Amazon review
If I Were Yours
Book 2
The man I love and the man I need. Can I have them both?
Saying goodbye to Markus at the airport is bittersweet. Three months together gone in the blink of an eye. Now we’re back to a routine dictated by his busy career.
But I won’t be alone. He’s handing me over to his best friend, Grigory Volkov—the man who awakens a pulsing desire to submit within my core, and the man who has hurt me countless times.
Slowly, my trust grows as I give in to the steady current of his overbearing control. But as I grow closer to Grigory, I drift away from Markus, and soon I’m caught between my instinctual need for one man and my love for the other.
Age gap, why choose, BDSM romance that delves deep into the raw emotions of an MfM Dom/sub dynamic.
Warning: This book contains explicit sexual content, BDSM scenes, and dubious consent. It is a very emotional read. See full trigger warning list on author website.
Trigger warnings: Dub con, MfM, age gap, Dom/sub, various BDSM play, emotional turmoil/roller coaster, degradation play, verbal humiliation, sadism/masochism, breath play, discipline & spankings, licking up sperm and her own juices, whipping, knife play (cutting)
Yours to Keep
Book 3
The final book about Clara, Grigory, and Markus.
